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# Gepost op zondag 25 mei 2008, 15u40

2008

Looking at the year to come...

For the year 2008 I want to set certain goals...
Passing for my IB diploma and so having finished my highschool;

Getting my driverslicens as I will turn 18 next summer;

Finding out what I want to do in life;

And finally finding out the death cause of my father as until today the court in Madeira refuses to give us the official autopsy report and getting the attention of the European Union focused on Madeira an island of Portugal and so a part of Europe but having 3rd world standards of life...

# Gepost op maandag 31 december 2007, 15u10

2007

Looking back on this year as it is the last day of the year...

This past year was the most terrible year I have ever had...

It started out bad loosing my father on the 13th of January at the age of 53...
After this me and my family were forced to move back to Holland, where I still live...
This sudden change of country forced me to go to an international school as I was not accepted back to a public dutch high school, a good thing because it gave me the chance of doing the IB program...
Wanting to keep all my subjects I didn't only start my IB halfway through the year but I took on 7 subjects with 4 higher levels all sciences....

In the summer after having a though half year at school still managing to pass that school year, I had a good summer meeting new good friends for Milano that I adore!!!

After the summer of 2007 my family moved to Firenze, Italia so they could make a new start, I stayed behind because of being in my senior year of my IB, and so living alone in our house in Holland...
I know so much people from my age and older that think of living alone as the best thing that could happen to them... they only say this out of inexperience, it is terrible living alone, I'm only managing because I have my grandparents that live around the courner....

This year was a year that taught me so much about life...
...how you try to plan it, and as soon as you do it gets turned upside down like in my case...
I thought I would be living in Lisbon at this moment having dinner with my whole family including my dad, later going out to celebrate the new year with friends...
... When I'm now in Firenze trying to avoid my mom and her boyfriend, my brother and sister playing playstation together and me writing my reflection of the past year... Later we will have dinner and go to the center of the city before midnight to celebrate the new year their....
Last year I could not have thought of myself not going out to celebrate the new year with friends and being stuck to my family and my moms boyfriend for the night...

New year was the last thing we celebrated with family and friends last year with my dad ='(
Today a year ago my dad only had 2 more weeks to live, him not knowing ofcourse...

His sudden death has taught me that you should live now because tomorrow may never come...

R.I.P. Daddy...
We miss you...
# Gepost op maandag 31 december 2007, 14u58

Lovable me...

Lovable me...
# Gepost op donderdag 13 december 2007, 16u03

Angel

Angel
# Gepost op donderdag 13 december 2007, 16u02